The one thing l am proudest of in my whole life, is that you are happy with me, lf l couldn't, if l couldn't tell you that l was unhappy sometimes, Shall We Dance (2004)
[じさくじえん, jisakujien](n, vs) (1) performing a part in one's own play; playing a musical piece that one has written; (2) doing everything by oneself (from preparation to execution); (3) put-up job; charade; (4) sock-puppeting (i.e. pretending to be more than one person on the internet)[Add to Longdo]
[だいがわり, daigawari](n) (1) taking over (e.g. store or family's headship); (2) subrogation; substitution of one person for another (usu. a creditor)[Add to Longdo]