[いっきいちゆう, ikkiichiyuu](exp) now rejoicing, now worrying; swinging from joy to sorrow; glad and sad by turns; alternating hope and fear; unable to put one's mind at ease; (P)[Add to Longdo]
[みのおきどころがない, minookidokoroganai](exp, adj-i) (so ashamed or embarrassed that) one does not know where to put oneself; feeling out of place[Add to Longdo]