actually; that is not the case; in fact; really[cedict]
是
shìㄕˋ
is; are; am; yes; to be[cedict]
自欺欺人
zì qī qī rénㄗˋ ㄑㄧ ㄑㄧ ㄖㄣˊ
to deceive others and to deceive oneself; to believe one's own lies[cedict]
其實
qí shíㄑㄧˊ ㄕˊ
actually; that is not the case; in fact; really[cedict]
接著
jiē zheㄐㄧㄝ ㄓㄜ˙
to catch and hold on; to continue; to go on to do sth; to follow; to carry on; then; after that; subsequently; to follow; to proceed; to ensue; in turn; in one's turn[cedict]