as one wishes; as one pleases; willful; at random; casual[cedict]
找
zhǎoㄓㄠˇ
to try to find; to look for; to call on sb; to find; to seek; to return; to look for; to give change[cedict]
把
bǎㄅㄚˇ
bàㄅㄚˋ
to hold; to contain; to grasp; to take hold of; a handle; particle marking the following noun as a direct object; classifier for objects with handle[cedict]