this; these; (commonly pronounced zhei4 before a classifier, esp. in Beijing)[cedict]
让
ràngㄖㄤˋ
to yield; to permit; to let sb do sth; to have sb do sth[cedict]
我
wǒㄨㄛˇ
I; me; my[cedict]
满怀
mǎn huáiㄇㄢˇ ㄏㄨㄞˊ
full of; to contain; imbued with; to have one's heart filled with; one's breast (the seat of emotions); pregnant (of farm animals); heavy with young[cedict]