to die; impassable; uncrossable; inflexible; rigid; extremely[cedict]
之前
zhī qiánㄓ ㄑㄧㄢˊ
before; prior to; ago[cedict]
想
xiǎngㄒㄧㄤˇ
to think; to believe; to suppose; to wish; to want; to miss[cedict]
把
bǎㄅㄚˇ
bàㄅㄚˋ
to hold; to contain; to grasp; to take hold of; a handle; particle marking the following noun as a direct object; classifier for objects with handle[cedict]
handle[cedict]
我
wǒㄨㄛˇ
I; me; my[cedict]
一直
yī zhíㄧ ㄓˊ
straight (in a straight line); continuously; always; from the beginning of ... up to ...; all along; always[cedict]
保守
bǎo shǒuㄅㄠˇ ㄕㄡˇ
(politically) conservative; guard; keep[cedict]
的
deㄉㄜ˙
díㄉㄧˊ
dìㄉㄧˋ
of; structural particle: used before a noun, linking it to preceding possessive or descriptive attributive[cedict]
really and truly[cedict]
aim; clear[cedict]
秘密
mì mìㄇㄧˋ ㄇㄧˋ
secret[cedict]
交代
jiāo dàiㄐㄧㄠ ㄉㄞˋ
hand over; explain; make clear[cedict]
给
gěiㄍㄟˇ
jǐㄐㄧˇ
to; for; for the benefit of; to give; to allow; to do sth (for sb); (passive particle)[cedict]