satisfied just to get through (成语 saw); to muddle through; without high ambitions, but getting by[cedict]
不曾
bù céngㄅㄨˋ ㄘㄥˊ
never (have done sth)[cedict]
反思
fǎn sīㄈㄢˇ ㄙ
to think back over sth that happened; to recollect; to turn over in one's mind[cedict]
过
guòㄍㄨㄛˋ
(experienced action marker); to cross; to go over; to pass (time); to celebrate (a holiday); to live; to get along; excessively; too-; surname Guo[cedict]