actually; that is not the case; in fact; really[cedict]
生活
shēng huóㄕㄥ ㄏㄨㄛˊ
life; activity; to live[cedict]
上
shàngㄕㄤˋ
on; on top; upon; first (of two parts); previous or last (week etc); upper; higher; above; previous; to climb; to go into; above; to go up; to attend (class or university); third tone of putonghua[cedict]
的
deㄉㄜ˙
díㄉㄧˊ
dìㄉㄧˋ
of; structural particle: used before a noun, linking it to preceding possessive or descriptive attributive[cedict]
really and truly[cedict]
aim; clear[cedict]
折磨
zhé móㄓㄜˊ ㄇㄛˊ
to persecute; to torment[cedict]
是
shìㄕˋ
is; are; am; yes; to be[cedict]
一个
yī gèㄧ ㄍㄜˋ
a; an[cedict]
的
deㄉㄜ˙
díㄉㄧˊ
dìㄉㄧˋ
of; structural particle: used before a noun, linking it to preceding possessive or descriptive attributive[cedict]