one's conduct; deed; activity; accomplishment; achievement; to act as; as (in the capacity of); qua; to view as; to look upon (sth as); to take sth to be[cedict]
一个
yī gèㄧ ㄍㄜˋ
a; an[cedict]
作家
zuò jiāㄗㄨㄛˋ ㄐㄧㄚ
author[cedict]
我
wǒㄨㄛˇ
I; me; my[cedict]
也
yěㄧㄝˇ
also; too; (in classical Chinese) final particle serving as copula[cedict]
总
zǒngㄗㄨㄥˇ
always; to assemble; gather; total; overall; head; chief; general; in every case[cedict]
感到
gǎn dàoㄍㄢˇ ㄉㄠˋ
to feel; to sense; to have the feeling that; think that; to move; to affect[cedict]
苦恼
kǔ nǎoㄎㄨˇ ㄋㄠˇ
ail; annoy; distress; vexation; distressed; to be in misery[cedict]
和
héㄏㄜˊ
hèㄏㄜˋ
húㄏㄨˊ
huóㄏㄨㄛˊ
huòㄏㄨㄛˋ
and; together with; with; sum; union; peace; harmony; surname He[cedict]
cap (a poem); respond in singing[cedict]
to complete a set in mahjong or playing cards[cedict]
soft; warm[cedict]
mix together; to blend[cedict]
屈辱
qū rǔㄑㄩ ㄖㄨˇ
to humiliate; humiliating[cedict]
但
dànㄉㄢˋ
but; yet; however; only; merely; still[cedict]
我
wǒㄨㄛˇ
I; me; my[cedict]
可以
kě yǐㄎㄜˇ ㄧˇ
can; may; possible; able to[cedict]
发誓
fā shìㄈㄚ ㄕˋ
to vow; to pledge; to swear[cedict]
世界
shì jièㄕˋ ㄐㄧㄝˋ
world[cedict]
上
shàngㄕㄤˋ
on; on top; upon; first (of two parts); previous or last (week etc); upper; higher; above; previous; to climb; to go into; above; to go up; to attend (class or university); third tone of putonghua[cedict]
的
deㄉㄜ˙
díㄉㄧˊ
dìㄉㄧˋ
of; structural particle: used before a noun, linking it to preceding possessive or descriptive attributive[cedict]