have no choice or option but to; cannot but; have to; can't help it; can't avoid[cedict]
背负
bēi fùㄅㄟ ㄈㄨˋ
bear; carry on the back; have on one's shoulder[cedict]
内疚
nèi jiùㄋㄟˋ ㄐㄧㄡˋ
a guilty conscience; to feel a twinge of guilt[cedict]
感度
(n) sensitivity; reception (e.g. radio and television); severity (quake); (P)[edict]
过
guòㄍㄨㄛˋ
(experienced action marker); to cross; to go over; to pass (time); to celebrate (a holiday); to live; to get along; excessively; too-; surname Guo[cedict]
余生
(n) one's remaining years; the rest of one's life[edict]